In this post, former worker Darla DenHerder explores the long unraveling of identity and belief that she has gone through over the past decades. She reflects on the two decades she spent as a worker, the slow process of deconstruction that followed, and the three questions she's finally found peace with: whether God called her in, whether He was with her through it, and whether any of it was worth it at all. After being in the Work for 21 ½ years, I left in 2000. I had gone h